wants turn to needs

I want so much to change
I want so much to forget
I want so much to be surrounded by new people
I want so much for a challenge
I want so much for a new experience
I want so much to be put in a house full of strangers
I want so much to learn new things about myself
I want so much to be happy
I want so much to be carefree
I want so much as a direction
NEED ALL OF THIS. NOW. STAT. OR ASAP.

OVER AND OUT.