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Monday, January 10, 2011

shattered wall

when something you've held on to for so long
is swept under the rug, emerges from the darkness
not everyone wins, there will be bumpy roads ahead
no more secrets they're all dead

keeping things from people you love, like or care about
not only hurts people but breaks bonds, trust
the line i walk is dotted
with great fear i jumped over the blank spaces

hitting a wall made up of my own insecurities
i didn't mean to hurt you, disappoint you
it was all me, lost in my own naive reality
i don't blame you for being disappointed with me

they say that time heals all
i know the words i'm and sorry really don't mean anything at all
i know what i did was wrong and i can't tell you how bad it feels
to know i hurt the ones i love, for that i am beyond sorry

the wall i once had, the guard that was always up
spinning things around in my head, is gone gone gone
i know i did wrong wrong wrong
time will tell if you forgive me and want me in your life

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