mental spring cleaning.

Why do I hold you so high?
Why can't I answer my own questions?
Why can't I just be careful yet free?
Why do I feel like I can't come to you?

Where am I?
What is it there that I can not see?
Am I afraid of the person which I am to be?
When will you tell me I am wrong?

Why is it that I'm chasing after an empty train?
I'm chasing the train that left the station 2 hours ago.
I can't tell you why I need on that train but I do.
This isn't supposed to happen.
I am not supposed to be alone.

I need to reevaluate.
I need to rearrange my life.
What I want. What I don't need.
Who I want, who I don't need.
Who need me, who don't want me.

Priorities. Can't be too hard.
Maybe that's all I need
A little emotional and spritual
Spring.
Cleaning.