LockBox.

No one knows how much anger I hold
Deep, deep down behind the smile
Behind the laughs, the jokes,
Way beyond the depths of my laidback personality
Deep down, you'd see
You'd see the anger I feel
It's a shield there's a wall between you and me

I wonder if you know, I wonder if you'd see
The anger that's embedded deep within me
I don't think you have a clue
I think you would turn your back away from me
You don't want to see the anger I have within me
I have so much anger, I have so much pain
With all this pain there is strength to be gained

The pain I hide, the anger I've collected over the years
Gets swept under the rug over and over again
I am not alone, I rely on you.
You rely on me. It's nothing I can do.
If it's something that you see.
I can't decipher what's wrong in your head
Which pins me the bad guy over and over again.

No one knows how angry I am. I cover it up like
Crumbs swept under the rug
Like a bruise under a sweater.
You to this day have no idea.
You still don't have a clue-
The things you say, the things you do
It hurts me, it hurts me.

It stings my soul.