Life.

I want to be something special
I want to be someone special
I want to do something that changes the world
I want to change my world.

I want to be known for doing some good in this world.
I want to be known for doing some good in someone's world.
I want to be someone in this world.
I want to be someone in my world.

I wish I could have more than one shot with you.
I wish I could have more than just one fine memory to remember.
I wish I could have more thoughts with you in them.
I wish my memory could be overflowing with thoughts of you and me.

I don't know why I do this to myself.
I don't know why I'm not in this zone.
I don't know where I'm supposed to be.
All I know for sure is it's not here.
Here, I am not carefree. I am not free to be me.