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Sunday, August 2, 2009

the aftermath

did i do the wrong thing?
go down the familiar street?
i think i have seen these shadows before
they resemble junior year all too well
i feel like i've been standing at the edge of a cliff
and i've been pushed
i'm falling, and i continue to fall as i await to hit rock bottom
it's a restless feeling
tossing and turning i'm floating at the top of the airways

why don't i reminisce on the thorny patched path
while i'm at it? just turn it up turn it loud
when the lights go down in the city....it all rings so brutally
the memories flash before every beat
moments spent with you....moments spent without you
are the ones i enjoy when listening to journey
you're happy and that's all that matters

so i turn on some more festive tunes
you're not sorry...i think of my past
you're not sorry you played me
you're not sorry you used me as your coy
i'm not sure where this leads
it's all good really, between you and i
no more hard cries no way no how

through the pathway of rejection
i listen to fall out boy
and taylor swift
and iChat with an awesome friend.
and i end my night.
goodnight.

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