so now what....?

when the world moves, i move
when the rain pours, i fall
when you say, i do

i keep myself busy
trying to be the best person i can be
when all i hope to be is genuine, loving and open-minded
there's always something which keeps you from thinking the same
unconditional love, i know it's the foundation of us.
are there cracks in the foundation?

i feel as if i am not enough
i feel as if i am a bother
i feel as it i am not what you want
i feel like i'm not enough

so now what....? another self-renovation?
so is this the motivation which gets people going?
it feels miserable being at this point, which isn't even the lowest point on the scale.
i don't ever want to reach the bottom.
sometimes i feel like i am a disappointment.

when the world moves, i move
when the rain pours, i fall
when you say, i do