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i guess there are rules by which the opposing species lives by. when it comes to my species. and situations. i do not like feeling like this. i feel like i am trying too fcking hard. ima stop it all. i tell myself that way too often, but please, girl, do this for me. do this for me. forget the past. forget what makes you sad. forget those times. you're so much better than that. he never deserved as much as you gave, let him feel the pain you do. brush it off. take off the guilt the pain. don't think twice okay. 

avoid the letdowns.