Spaceships

do you ever feel so tired you're going to be sick?
have you ever felt like running but want to be caught?
do you wonder if you'll ever have someone to dream with at night?
have you ever looked into someone's eyes and wanted to change the way they see you?
i have, i do, i'm doing it right now.
i hope. i dream. i wish. i imagine.
will it all come true? in all good time.
but in all good time can't come soon enough.
i feel like i'm on the outside looking in.
tis a lonely feel, at best.
tis a feeling i wish i didn't carry close to my heart.
but that's how it is, right from the start.
it doesn't matter if you were born with siblings
we're all born into this world alone, and we go out alone.
we are with ourselves every second of every day.
we're our vehicle, our own spaceship our own wolf pack if you will.
tis our job to surround ourselves with others and love others back
to really enjoy our own spaceships.
i need to start fueling this spaceship with some TLC.